Tuesday, November 08, 2005, 5:15 AM

so I figured that since there's two more hours before I'm suppose to wakey,I might as well do away with the sleep.I'm glad these tears run dry;its not worth crying over,really.Like what the heck,I'm getting pretty much quite used to this-Being the girl after "the one" threetimesinarow.I wonder what I do to deserve this.So I walked out on this one guy who could give me a lot of things and more(albeit the threats,rigidness&gekgaos).Then what?I get back tenfolds of his misery?These days I seem to think a lot about the things that used to did not matter.Somehow,my idea of perfect doesnt seem that perfect anymore.

Thrown into the sea with a lifejacket, would you swim to the nearest ship or swim to the shore?Hellwithit,might as well stay put and go with the flow since you can't make up your mind.Of course,there's the high possiblility of dying out there.So I need some good advice.

I've been out walking,thinking,
I need someone to do the talking